who knew that turning 22 was magical?

23 is my lucky number. so having 22 be a magical birthday is pretty surprising.

i haven't written in such a long time...

i feel like i woke up and i was 22 and everything was different

i've been hiding out in my basement fighting depression and anxiety (only not really fighting as much as letting it take over me)

but something about 22 is changing things

it's changing me

i feel for the first time in long time

i feel more love

more connection to the things that used to be important

some kind of direction

i feel like for the first time i know what i want to be when i grow up

and i am starting to get an idea about how i am going to do that

starting with possibly going back to school for a second bachelors degree...